Dream

 I dreamt last night that J and I had broken up, I was dating someone else, and that someone else (somewhat modeled in this dream on an old boyfriend Joel) asked me to marry him, and I said yes, and as I walked down the aisle I couldn't keep going and I turned around and left because I was still in love with J.  If that doesn't negate all the problems I've had with J lately, and prove that we should tough the hard stuff out, I don't know what does.  

I'm behind on posting because the last few days have been totally insane.  Hopefully I'll have time and energy to post tomorrow.